Monday, June 30, 2008

另一个人生交叉点

  好久没以中文写部落格了。
 
  上个星期刚去了东京,参加了东大某个研究室的说明会,顺便和教授交谈了一会儿。研究内容和环境基本上都很不错,算是我的研究室首选吧。
  现在已经是6月的最后一天,8月25号到9月5号我将为东京大学,京都大学的硕士班入学考试而忙,之中还要来回2次,钱不够用啊。。。
  而且,如果考上东大的话,10月开始可能要每星期来回京都-东京,出席研究用的软件讲习会以及其物理讲座。子弹火车来回的花费是25000日币=RM780,一个月=RM3000左右。好恐怖。。留在京都要4年了,想要换一换环境,但必须牺牲一笔金钱。搬家,签合约之类的事情也挺麻烦的。

  虽然还不是应该考虑的时候,去了东京之后,就会得到美国大学的消息。那个时候也是多了一个烦恼。是留是去要到时候才知道。去美国可能会得罪研究室的教授等人,不然就是得不到现在想做的研究;留日本可能永远就是以日语为主要语言进行物理学的教育和研究,到西方国家发展的机会较低。之前在京都和东京之间选一的时候已经够烦恼的了。

  希望明年作决定的时候会比较干脆吧。当然,如果东京,京都大学的入试失败的话,明年3月就必须回国了,不必烦恼多多。以现在的程度去考的话,没希望。哈哈。基本上还有1个月的时间,20多个科目合成的考试有点困难,再加上GRE,TOEFL,GRE PHYSICS的考试还有毕业研究。。。。请赐我Intel TriCore。。。。还有,避弹衣。。因为面试的教授阵容是20-30人左右。左一枪,右一炮,不死才怪。

 
  这个时候想起了一个道理。。。。。。。时常让自己面对最难的挑战,是在竞争的世界里生存的锻炼,也是让自己成长的最佳手段。

A trip to Tokyo

  Last week, I went to Tokyo for the 3rd time in my 4 years in Japan. For travel? No. For meeting? No. Well, I was there just to attend the Open Lab of International Center for Particle Physics(ICEPP), University of Tokyo. My possible research lab for master's degree in Japan next year.
  The highest building for department of Physics in Kyoto University is about 7-floor but ICEPP is located on 9th and 10th floor in a 11-floor building, probably to indicate that it has a high potential (to be sucessful?) ICEPP has about 40 members including professors and graduate students. Well, 1/3 of them are staying at Switzerland for LHC-ATLAS and MEG researches.(even for master students) Not only researches with mega-size accelerators like LHC can be done, tabletop experiments, such as determination of extra dimensions by using positronium are also part of students' works. Chances of going to CERN for summer school, research presentation at CERN during the 1st year, publish a paper in physical review letter during master, etc are the attractions that fascinated me. 
  Well, maybe it is still early to worry about staying at Tokyo or leaving for US if i get both universities. For me, Kyoto university has a good mentor, University of Tokyo has the research that I am interested in, and US has the system which is probably the best for nurturing a all-rounded physicist. Of course going to the States is the best choice but sometimes things are not running smooth all the time. Anyway, perhaps I should try everything that I can do from now. Sit for master entrance examinations Kyoto university and University of Tokyo, then at the same time, applying for the Graduate schools in the States. (Well, I will go back to Malaysia if I failed the 1st two exams. More precisely, will be kicked back.)